MissSteffikins

So, it has been awhile since I posted and I have a very good reason for that... My life exploded. And I'm talking mushroom cloud, hit the bunkers, someone dropped an atom bomb exploded. Well, okay, it's probably not that huge to anyone BUT me, maybe Sean too, but I am the only one really freaking out about it. And I totally feel like I deserve to. Because my life is changing really quickly and my biggest dream is coming true. September 27th (our six month anniversary, btw) at 5 am, Sean and I learned that we are going to be parents. I am going to be a mommy. I am going to be a mother. I have wanted to be a mother since I was a very little g

So my life has changed in a huge way... And I have been lazy about keeping this journal updated. Jona and I broke up, we both agreed it was time to let go. I am now living with Sean in NC and EXTREMELY happy. I miss Hailey and Lucas like crazy, along with my mom, my puppies, my kitty, my sisters and my friends, but I could never go back to stay. Home is where the heart is and while I love them all, my heart is here in North Carolina. I know this isn't much, but it is an update none the less! xP Sorry for the length, but I have much to do tonight and little time to do it.... I will go into more detail later on... Ja ne!

Its been so long since I have done anything here... oops.... lol My life hit a speed bump at 50mph, but I have recovered control and I'm still driving on... My relationship with Jona has gotten hard, everyone has their problems after all, and we are trying to work through them. In the mean time, however, I have gotten extremely close to a friend named Sean, who has been there for me when I needed him. My cousin had her baby, a beautiful baby girl named Abigale Rose. I go back to being a nanny (of three now!) in mid-April, so I am enjoying my break before baby duty (doody?)... Sean came for a visit and now this coming Monday, I will be on